I just realized how much I can’t live without him.
I still feel elated because he woke me up with a call at 5pm asking me where I was, and then told me to go outside because he was there. He went on a six hour long bus ride just to see me and make things right on our 3rd month. I was stupid because I made a rash decision this morning and I regret that now after what he did. Love can really make you do the craziest things.
My family wasn’t that happy because it was really dangerous to go on a trip these days because of the weather, but he told me he just couldn’t let me go. I feel so very lucky to have him, and very stupid because I made myself believe that I could be okay with him not around.
But after all the fights, I have grown to love him even more because of the unselfish way he loves. He could go on a trip and not eat because he needs the money (guilt trip), and risk facing the stormy weather just for us to be okay. He even bought me the book I always wanted.
Love really is the craziest thing, and after this crazy summer, I am ready to go back to school and face any challenge that come my way. As long as he is with me, I am happy.